Monday, July 30, 2007

Coming back from hell

Well..........have been in a major flare up for the last 5 or 6 days,anyone else????????? don't think anyone is reading this anyway.Not only is my disease UNSEEN I think I am too. I hate flare ups,not only the constant pain,but then you have the sleepless nights too.Finally feel a little like sitting up today,I'll probably go visit my horseys this evening for awhile.I stroked my big beautiful knobby kneeed chestnut Whiskey aka Jessie James this morning for a few minutes.Pure heaven....as I stroked his neck he put his face to mine,with his lips to my cheek.As if to say..I know you're feeling bad,but I love you. I could get lost in those big brown eyes.Maybe it's just me,animals seem to see in my soul as I do in theirs. When I take walks to the woods I guess I look a little like Dr,Doolittle,I have my lab,a couple of barn cats and two horses trailing behind me,or in front if there is a rabbit around.I guess I might try to do that this evening.Maybe pick a few blackberry's.

Friday, July 13, 2007

Chronic pain and loving Horses

The barometric pressure seems to make me hurt everywhere,as does the hot humid weather. My daughter came over last weekend and trrimmed the horses hoffs(is that right?)If I didn't have them I don't know what I would do! It seems with this terrible awful disease of fibromyalgia you need something to divert your mind away from the pain. I was at my pain doc's back in Jan.,and I was dedpresses,so he said...do you need to go see someone? Hell NO...I just need my horses back.He just laughed at me and said ...well..you know the psy's suggest that you have an animal for companionship.So///I'm here to tell you all,if you can get a horse,a goat,some chickens.whatever it takes to get that love that only an animal can give. I go visit my horses in the pasture ,and the pure pleasure and release of stress I have just grooming them,and OH the smell of their breath!Pure heaven.God didn't screw around when he made horses for us.

Monday, June 18, 2007

Stuck inside today...trying to stay awake!It's around 94 already.I've been battling exhaustion and sugar surges.I haven't gotten to visit my Horsies much,early morning and at sunset. Now I've got mosquito bites everywhere..geesh..can't win!

Saturday, June 09, 2007

June 2007

I have been outta reach for a while.Have been diagnosed with diabete II and have have two heart stents put in in December 06.Now trying to get back at life a little. My horses were gone for the winter and boy was I depressed.My Daughter gave me a new one for Christmas.He is about two and a strawberry roan.Her boyfriend named him Wilbur.We recently cut two holes in a staw hat and put on his head,he didn't even care. Well...still batteling fatigue,sugar surges and....more later.